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Journal Entry: Mon Jun 22, 2009, 5:56 AM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: computer humming
  • Reading: conjugal rites - paul magrs
  • Playing: solitaire
  • Eating: pot noodle
second journal in a week.... you can tell i'm bored can't you?

i did have a couple of plans for things i'd do today but the curse has hit binksy so i can't really do most of them...

and well i've been thinking... and i kinda need whoever is reading this to just pay attention and tell me if i'm being silly...

but it's about my birthday party...

i'm not sure if i want to have it anymore...

i mean, it's just that i've already compromised a whole bunch of stuff for it and it just doesn't really seem like my party anymore...

i know it's kingdom hearts themed and it has dressing up but really the dressing up thing is the only thing that hasn't changed...
cos i originally wanted to have a whole bunch of people in a hall thing with each table decorated differently so like one would be fairies, another would be ninjas, another pirates, another princess etc. then with crazy music mostly for dancing but also just for fun and everybody would be dressed up as whatever they wanted... then afterwards everybody would all head back to mine and we'd all just sleep randomly around the house...
but i guess, as i always say, "i want, doesn't get"... and i know it's selfish to assume i'd be able to get everything but really... i don't know... it's just i'm not having it in a hall, i'm not having all the different tables, i'm not having the playlist being crazy and cringe-worthy, the invitations are being screwy so they've had to be changed, the party now has a theme rather than just being random... even the birthday cake plans have changed in order to "keep it going with the theme"

and i know the party in probably going to be amazing cos binksy is in control of it but it's not like i'm going to be disappointing loads of people considering how there would only be about 18 people there...
and even if people were disappointed, there's the sirf festival and the expo... so we could always just have fun then....
i just don't see the point in wasting a whole bunch of money on a party that could easily be rained off or just generally not what i really wanted....

oh i don't know.... am i being silly?
cos if i am just say and i'll shut up....


i think the weather may just be bringing on a downer...
but seriously, i am considering just saying frell it... i'll probably just go out with a couple of buddies to the cinema or something instead.... it's cheaper and easier... and we can always just spend the money on a different party... like a "going to uni" party for binksy... that might be nice... and then she can design her own posh cocktail (sp?) party like she's always wanted to...


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